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Holidays, My Mom is Amazing Well I was anticipating something happening inside emotionally during the holidays this year but wasn't sure what. I've been warned by several friends that sometimes the first round of the major holidays after a divorce can be really rough. I got lots of awesome txt msgs from co-workers that know my situation, telling me that I could call them if I needed to. It was awesome of them and I was thankful. I was generally OK for Christmas for a few reasons I think. I had my sons to celebrate with and could find happiness and thankfulness with them. A big lucky bonus for me though was my mom flying up to be here for Chr

Again it has been awhile since my last post. So much has changed in so little time it's crazy. My First Apartment It has been so bizarre, new, scary, lonely, and amazing all at the same time. Keep in mind that this is the first time that I've had my own place, my own bills, my thoughts, as an adult, since my ex and I got together at 15 years old. I remember the day I was shown this apartment and it felt so weird, like I was finally really closing my last marriage chapter. I felt like I was in someone else's body living their life. The first few weeks were gnarly, just trying to move in, get it furnished so it didn't feel like some college d

So here I am again on an airplane. It's a good place to type up blog posts 'cause there's no job, no ex, no kids, no friends, no distractions. I can just listen to music and get out the next round of information. The Rebound I never wanted to be a statistic. I never wanted to be the guy where everyone knew what I was gonna do next, how I was gonna feel, where I was gonna blow it, and worse….knew I'd do what everyone else did when they got divorced…..rebound hard like a motherfucker. In a fucked up hurt panic state I immediately in May started looking online at dating sites and met someone quickly that was actually really fucking c